I don't know what the hell is going on. I lost all motivation and it seems the worse I am, the worse I get. I wish I could blame it on the holidays, but I'm not sure. I just feel like social obligations keep getting in the way of staying on track. I've gone from strong to stuffed with food. And I hate the way I feel when I eat to that point. And I wake up starving, which starts the whole cycle again.
This week I'm volunteering for an event at the university monday night until 1:00AM tuesday morning, wednesday I have a catered birthday lunch, saturday I have a Christmas cocktail party. It never ends, and before you know it, the following week is Christmas and New Years. If I keep it up the rate I'm going, I'll have gained 10 pounds back by the new year. I already feel more bloated than normal, and I've only gained 2.5 lbs.
Last Saturday I was down to 202 - only three pounds away from below 200. I've gotten through the wedding, and now I'm up to 205.5 (granted I got my period today). I need motivation!
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